Sheep!

So i went to look at carpets today with my mum and dad, i want something really funky and bright for my bedroom, I love BRIGHT colours.
I was in 8 different carpet shops and all they sold was - Brown, Tan, Black, Grey, Cream and very dark dark red. ALL EIGHT SHOPS. When my mum asked they said no sorry this is the style that is in right now.
AH i was raging mad inside.. yet another example of the world being f*cked up.. everyone following like sheep. Carpet shops says somethings in style and everyone ( the sheep ) just accepts this and think they must have it.
So i came back and looked online, I can't find any BRIGHT yellow carpets, or funky colours at all.
This little event today has really wound me up. I am so angry.

I also had more feelings of depersonalization which was scary because i didnt feel like i was there.. i thought it was a panic attack but i wasnt panicy or heart racing or anxious.. i was just "out of it" I didnt like it.