Don't leave me alone with my thoughts... its dangerous!

Last night i think i went through a hypomania stage.. i was really irritable and feeling crazy, so much things i want to do tonight but im just sitting staring at the walls or the PC screen.. i will get up walk into the kitchen for no reason then find myself back staring at google homepage and million thoughts going round my head, my brain just blocks everything out and i feel numb.

Been getting lots of depersonalization feelings as well lately. Me just looking down on this game of life being played out. The world is totally fake, and people are all sheep.

TV, Media, all  programs their minds, they believe anything and everything. Lucky for me i am free but i dont belong in this world with this generation of humans. The world is falling apart. People lifes are now Facebook, thats how sad things are. But i'll play along in this fake world its the only thing i can do.