Isn't nice when a friend tells you that you are a fuck up and have to many mental issues. I have never been so hurt.

Been awake all night thinking... and thinking about everything. I wish i could vanish for a few months.. i dont want anyone to see me so depressed. Im dreading going to this karate camp because i wont be able to enjoy anything.. and people will think im just a misrable idiot.
I cant enjoy anything... i hate being like this.

Please someone save me from this hell.

FUCK YOU WORLD. THAT IS ALL.

IM SCREAMING IN MY HEAD... BUT NO ONE HEARS ME, IM IN MY OWN PRISON, MY OWN MIND IS TORTURING ME. I WANT TO BREAK FREE.

I WANT TO CRY BUT I CANT EVEN CRY, I WANT TO SHOUT OUT LOUD BUT I CAN'T GET A WORD OUT.. I WANT TO PUNCH THE WALLS BUT I CAN'T BREAK FREE OF THIS ITS HOLDING ME DOWN HOLDING ME BACK,,, EATING ME ALIVE. ITS SLOWLY KILLING ME.

SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS. PLEASE.